Friday, May 22, 2009

When Life gives you a lemon

Hello again,
Recently things have not gone my way. I have had to make choices in order to keep going. Things will not always go your way. I have always tried to keep positive, and not let life get me down. With Bipolar disease things get a bit sticky. I may be feeling great one day, and the next day, feel like all hope is gone. Now I know that this is a mood swing, and that it will pass.
With a chemical imbalance you cannot turn on your brain to feel one way. It just seems to happen. I fill out a mood tracking chart, and it indicates where I am. Since April, I stay right around balanced which is very positive. I have to be as truthful as possible for it to work. Last year was a terrible year for me. August will be one year of stability.
Life has thrown me many lemons, but I choose to live beyond my problems. I need to dream again, set God's goals for my life, and laugh out loud. I am a musician, and I will start to play my music again. Music is a universal language . Singing is a way to set your soul free, so go ahead and sing, make music. Have a super day, Van

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