Last week we were privileged to go on a trip to the Poconos, then to New York City to see a Broadway Show. The show was called Next to Normal about a Bipolar mom and a dysfunctional family. There was a mom and dad, and sister. There was also a 8 month old boy who died that makes the whole show very emotional. The dad has never dealt with the death, and the mom ( Bipolar) just talks with her now 18 year old boy.
To me it was so real as they try to cope with normal family duties, as well as a therapist and a Psychiatrist. I found myself weeping, getting angry with the actors, and laughing out loud. The daughter is extremely angry that she is rejected time and time again by her father who works a lot, and her mom who is never home because of her disease.
The mom went off her meds a few times, had her meds changed a few times, and ended up in the hospital were she had E.C.T. ( electrical shock treatments). She comes home with memory loss, and has to deal with her life now in a way that she has never had to before. It is a very moving story line that kept Karen and I on the edge of our seats.
What did I learn from this show. I've learned to never go off my meds. I've learned to totally trust my wife and doctors. I've learned to keep pressing on with new goals and dreams. Bipolar illness may be my cross to bear, but the illness will never defeat me. I am stable for over one year, and I feel wonderful today. I get down, and I get up, and yet I feel normal. Thanks to all of the people in my life who have taken the time to help me. Blessings to you all, Van
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