Feb 16-19th I went to a meeting in Va Beach where I needed to get away from all of my stress. I have had a whirlwind of struggles over the last 5 years since I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 in August of 2005.During one of the meetings I felt while praying, I released a lot of anger, bitterness, and frustrations in my life.
Then on the last night I received a clear mind, where I saw a Rubik cube being unscrambled in my brain. My calendars were cleared of 5 years of bad judgments and choices. I am staying close to my wife, therapist, and psychiatrist who will monitor my actions. I am still on my meds, and will wean off slowly. I will stay here for all of my friends. Hopefully you all will see a changed man. I love you all, and know that this may be the real deal for me. I know what a religious hyper experience is and this is different .I still struggle with anxiety and some other things. Keep in touch.
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